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Divine Appointment

Sunday, January 7th, 2007

“Divine Appointment” was a term introduced to me by the people down at schoolies. It’s basically a word to explain those ‘chance’ encounters that you get which are so obviously set up by God, hence, a divine appointment (God being divine, the meeting being an appointment…yeah, I’m sure you geddit.)

So anyway, I post about this because the past week or so has been divine appointmenterific for me. Y’see, I lost my old web job at the end of last year, and was looking for a job at the start of this week. I asked Paula to pray for my job findingness, and I fired up seek.com and started clicking on tonnes of jobs and applying for them.

None of those seek jobs returned anything fruitful *sniff* BUT randomly, while Paula was checking her gmail, Kevin (a guy who we’ve only met twice… and not really talked to a whole heap) ended up talking to Paula on the gmail-chat thing. They talked about work for a while, Paula mentioned that I was jobless…

Luckily, I’d sent Paula a copy of my resume the day before, because Kevin asked her to send him one, and he’ll see if I can get a job where he works. Long story short, I’m going in at 2pm today to suss it out, while they’ll suss me out.

There was too many coincidences here to consider it as anything else BUT a divine appointment. The prayer of Paula’s was happening not long before the gmail encounter. I’d just sent her my resume the day before. Kevin and Paula just happened to be on gmail at the same time, and Kevin initiated conversation that Paula wasn’t even looking for. There just happened to be a job going there, and it happened to be in a language that I’m quite familiar with, having done this very website in it.

Interesting side note – the office is located in the same place as the old Uptime Southbank store. Dunno if that’s a divine appointment or not, but it’s very cool either way.

I’ve also made a new year’s resolution to read the bible daily, and going well with it (though have spent a couple of late nights already due to forgetfulness). Maybe this was God’s way of rewarding me, making things super easy? I can’t begin to guess His reasons, though I’d imagine they have something to do with Love, and I’m grateful for it either way

Also, we went to SNL yesterday. I’d decided I was going to see if they wanted their website done up. It apparently got hacked a while back and hasn’t been the same since. want proof? See their website. Anyhoo, we got to SNL about 15mins early, and the pastor was out the front talking to people.

I thought again almost immediately “wow, another divine appointment”, it was a perfect opportunity to ask him about the website stuff, and when I do, he was saying they were just talking about looking for someone to do up their website.

Wow, God, you’re awesome.

Schoolies 06 Part 2

Friday, December 15th, 2006

It’s now later!

I forgot to mention that I asked Lauren about praying in tongues on this night. Previously, I’d read that linguists had done study on a recording of it, and it seemed human made, because it’s simply not diverse enough to be a real language. It’s full of repetitiveness and it’s basically not random enough. I didn’t tell this to Lauren when I talked to her, though

So anyway, she explained that speaking in tongues is just something that… happens, essentially. While she’s doing it, she has no idea what she’s saying, and it requires no brain work to keep it going (because it’s coming from the soul, not the mind). This means that while you’re praying in tongues, you can think your own prayers, or read a book (as Anna said she did once), or whatever – it’s completely disjoint from thinking (though I’d imagine it can still get distracting).

Also, I believe that the reason these linguists found it repetitive was because the main ‘topic’ of praying in tongues is praise to God. That’s my own opinion though. Oh, the other thing about praying in tongues was because it comes from the soul/spirit, it is completely in line with God’s Will. And we all know what that means (or for those who don’t; if we pray for something, and it’s in line with God’s will, we can be certain it will be answered).

Some more spiritual stuff that’s been happening over the past few days was, like, the team was ‘seeing’, or noticing things that I simply wasn’t. Hard to explain this one… Had to be there I guess. I don’t know why I mentioned it. But it made me wonder if I needed to add more spiritualism to my faith. I’d always accepted spiritual things to be real, but never on a very personal level…

Tuesday, 28th November

The sun up, we went to bed (tee hee), woke up late as always. Today was a pretty good resting day for us – well earned too, methinks. We decided not to take any pancake orders or anything today to avoid being run into the ground, so essentially we stayed at home and rested for a while. We had a BBQ to go to after dinner, but nothing before that.

Before we went to dinner, we went and did something (wish I could remember what), and Lauren wanted to go shopping. In typical Red Frog nature, with the whole ‘staying together’ thing, it was a good idea to have someone with her, and so I got that … hate to say it … task. Little did I know Lauren was so big on shopping, we spent quite a bit of time in a shop. I did get a dress shirt for $10 out of it though, so it wasn’t completely in vain.

We went to dinner, then got our meat and headed to join the BBQ down below. There was a lot more people at this one, but it wasn’t all that interesting =P. At one stage Lauren was talking to a girl at one of the tables on their own, while everyone else was on their own. I’m not sure exactly what they were talking about, but Lauren got a good vibe from it, so it can’t have been all bad ;-)

We headed to the hotel, it was a fairly crazy night. Room 16B was playing this drinking game 100 shots in 100 mins. They were shots of mixed drinks, so it wasn’t as bad as it sounds, but there were tonnes and tonnes of drunk people there. The guy whose name the room was out under didn’t want us there (presumably because of drugs and stuff that were in there), though everyone else did. We didn’t go in, and everyone in the team felt a big ‘spiritual attack’ (mostly Lauren), that I did not.

So we went back to the apartment. I’m sitting there, fully fine and ok, wondering why on earth we’re back here. I have no idea what Lauren was feeling, but she felt attacked. We stayed there for like an hour. I was still getting annoyed and frustrated at our reason for still being back there. I was of the opinion that even if Satan was attacking us, he can’t do squat anyway, while we’ve got Jesus and the Holy Spirit on our side. But… y’know, I’m not pentecostal so I don’t understand these things. We prayed for Lauren, sat around for a little while longer, before heading out again. There was a lot of “going back to the apartment to recharge” that night.

We went up to room 15B after that, had a little talk to them…was pretty cool but my notes have not much to say about it, and I can’t remember much. doh!

We cooked some pancakes for our guards and brought it out to them, they appreciated it. It’s amazing to think that all the stuff that we get into is just a very small part – there’s tonnes of workers out on the beach, Cavill ave, security for each hotel, ambulance, police… We were small fry in all the turmoil, so we thought we’d better look out for our guards and keep them refreshed as much as possible. We gave red frogs to any police or anything we ran into, if they wanted it, as well.

Anyway, we went up to 31A, whom we were beginning to come quite close to by now. I brought my camera up to get some night shots of surfers, hopefully I’ll get them uploaded soon. We were mainly building relationships for this one, and we did that quite well. 31D were the kind of people that would stay at home and ‘chill’, rather than going out and partying like mad.

We went back to our apartment after that (we’d done several other times but I didn’t mention that), for a bit of a recoup before leaving just after 3 to catch the people coming back from the clubs and stuff. It was fairly dead then though, we spent a lot of the time talking to the guards of the hotel across the road, handed out the red frog cards to them and a few people that were coming back. We slept at about 4 that night.

Oh, we were planning on having a ‘pancake party’ at 1 o’clock at the BBQ on Wednesday, so we let people know about that tonight too. Most people were fairly interested. There was a few musicians about the place, so we’d organised 2 guitars and my harmonica to be down there too. w00t!

Wednesday, 29th November

Well, we slept until about midday today, and we had our pancake party at 1, giving us time to spend some time with God. We headed down with a few bowls full of pancake mix and whatever else was needed to make pancakes. A lot of the people form the hotel said they’d be coming, so I was looking forward to a good turnout.

Ahh, expectations, we were the only ones at the BBQ when we arrived… And we were 15mins late! So it didn’t look like we were going to get a very big turnout after all. Started cooking the pancakes anyway (in case the smell attracted people I guess), and started eating the pancakes too. The girls from our floor (2A and 2D) eventually made their way down, which was good. They didn’t know each other or anything before our little pancake party, but after the party, they were more ‘united’, which was good.

The musical inclined people came along later on as well – and there was a bit of jamming going on with a guitar and Brendon on my harmonica. I wasn’t brave enough to jam with them, as my harmonica skills were dodgy at best. They had fun though!

After the pancake party subsided, we went back to our room for the little time we had before the daily red frog meeting and dinner. Went back to our apartment, prayed and all that jazz before heading out for another rocketing night.

Our first stop was up to the top floor. We liked going up there, because the guys in that room were ‘chill out’ sort of people instead of crazy drunks like the 6th floor boys. That, and the view was awesome. We were there for a few hours actually – and there was some AFL player guy who was going around with the red frogs for the night as well…but more on that later.

The Holy Spirit was at work quite awesome for this night (particularly this room). Anna had gotten into a conversation with one guy, near the TV, about scripture and Jesus (I wasn’t part of the conversation so I can’t be more specific than that). Brendo and I talked to a guy (who, might I add, is an AWESOME guitar player) about Jesus and some religion stuff as well, fairly spiritual if I recall correctly (that’s a big if). Lauren was also talking to another guy, though I have no idea what specifically about. We had these ‘surfer bibles’ which was basically a new testament, with a bunch of testimonies from Christian Pro Surfers. So we pulled one of those out, and it was really awesome to see a stack of people crowding around a bible wanting to read it (they were mainly reading the testimonies). We handed the 2nd one out so more could read it.

These guys were big AFL nutters, too, and we requested that the AFL guy make an appearance here for these guys. So in not long, Anna and Brendo went down to fetch them and came back. When they walked in the room, there was basically an amazing air of power among them all. First there was Andy, the founder and organiser of the Red Frog organisation. Following him was the retired pro AFL player and (I think) his father (or someone’s father). Then there was Mark, the organiser of the 2nd week, who was there to take photos basically. Then there was a guy who had been leading a lot o the prayers and doing organising and stuff too (not sure on his name). The air around them when they walked in was one of command, almost as if they were claiming the apartment in Jesus’ name.

Essentially, everyone broke up into groups and talked. I was kinda nowhere in all of this, so I talked to some of the red frogs that were also nowhere, and also prayed. I can’t really say what the effectiveness of the guys that came in were or weren’t, because I simply wasn’t part of the conversation. But there was good vibes, lotsa pictures taken, so I suppose it was a good thing.

We headed off from there and went across the road to the next hotel. We only ended up going to one room, and the room could probably described in 3 words: Sex, Drugs, Alcohol. The room was fairly dark (as in, no lights were on, and there was a lot of confusion as to who we actually were at first, but we sorted that out, gave our cards with the red frog support number on it, and got to talking. Some of the had heard of us, and that we were Christian, so we talked about that for a little while, what they’d done at school and everything. It wasn’t too bad, but the other people in the team got a bad vibe of the place, and the conversations weren’t going anywhere, so we left. I thought it went well, the fact that Jesus was brought up and talked about was very positive for me, but the general feel of the place wasn’t.

I’m not sure where this bit slots in, but tonight I decided to make a midnight dinner for the team (we’d often go back to eat something at around midnight, but never actually have dinner). Lauren was leaving tonight, so it was a good time for a last complete-team get together. I made oyakudon, it turned out pretty bad, but meh. We headed to 6th floor.

Yeah, we went to 6th floor. Whoa, they were quite drunk indeed =P. We were hanging around in 6C for a while, one of the guys (the drunkest one) looked like he was gonna pass out sometime soon, so we thought we’d escort him up to his room (7th floor) to make sure he got there ok. That was an adventure, because we had to end up taking him up on a mattress… it was weird. Anyway, we got him there, he was lying down so we went back to the room and talked. Anna was talking to one of the guys there, I’m not totally sure what about, but it was something good hehe. Not long after, the guy we escorted upstairs had decided to come back down and got tonnes of yays and wahoos. It was fairly funny :p

Another guy (who had been drunk since like Monday) went to the other apartment for a reason which I can’t remember now. It came back to us that he suffered a fairly severe nose bleed. From what we’ve been able to gather, one of two things happen. One: His nose just started bleeding randomly. Two: His friends said he does this thing fairly frequently where he pulls a door towards himself, makes it hit his foot or knee really hard, and pretend it hit his face. So it could have been this, but missing his foot or knee in his drunken state and smashing it into his face. We went up to check him out, and got him to do things properly (as in, don’t run water over it, pinch the top bit, etc.). He was ok, but man the bathroom looked like a werewolf had been set loose in it. One of the guys had cut his hair in there the day before, and hadn’t cleaned up the hair. The blood had gone everywhere too, so there was hair and blood and everything everywhere, it was insane. The boys said they’d clean it up so we left it at that. (Yes, this story continues in 2 days time)

We went to sleep after probably our most intense night thus far, nice farewell for Lauren.

Thursday, 29th November

We woke up and had a call to help clean up a room at a hotel about a block to the south. Note I said help clean a room, not clean it for em =P we’re careful about that sort of thing. We got it cleaned up fairly quickly in the end, considering… They had made ‘vodka jelly’, which had gone everywhere over the floor. There was also some meatball sauce or something like that on the window (which we didn’t do). The funny thing about this place is it was right next to the Q1. So from the balcony you could look into the enormous pool, and see the size of the most prestige hotel there. It’s a bit of a slap in the face really. There was a bit of Jesus talk happening here, which was good. They also had a huge beer wall there… Hopefully I’ll get pictures up for you to see.

We’d been told during the Red Frog meeting that there was going to be a Youth service at the local church on Friday Night, and that we should let it be known to our friends in the hotel. Out first stop that night was the girls next door, and we basically went there for pancakes and played cards with them. It was a pretty good time. We invited them to the youth service, they said they were going to dreamworld the next day, but they’d come to the Youth service if they got back in time. Played some more cards, and we moved on.

Up to 14B, another few girls (we only went to see guys yesterday, so it was about time we visited some of the female variety. I didn’t mention Josie earlier (whoops). Anna’s been talking to Josie for a little while now, about some fairly deep stuff, and this was where she was staying. She said she’d definitely be there, which was awesome =D. Some guys showed up in the room too, wanted their cd player (lol), we invited them too, and they were enthusiastic. It looked as though we were making an impression among these kids, which is awesome.

We ran into 14A on the way down to ground, they booked us in for some pancakes tomorrow night

Went down to the ground and talked to Andre and Bill (hotel security guards). Andre’s a champ, I’ll get a picture of him up. His hair is awesome. We gave him the gospel of Mark the day before, and he’s been reading it – up to book 4 (where Jesus gets tempted for quite some time). We talked for a while about that. His impression of God was that yes, He created this world, but He doesn’t influence it anymore – prefers to leave us to our own matters, sort of thing. We talked to him for a little while about that. Nothing much more eventful came out of that night, so we went to bed. Tomorrow would be our last day.

Friday, 1st December

Woke up, realised it was the first of December, so I gave Brendo a pinch and a punch. I don’t think he was expecting it. Said it was a good punch too. Woo. By now, Brendon, Anna and I were the only ones left.

During the day, we went up to our 31st floor boys to say g’day. We just chilled with them for a little while, but not a whole lot interesting happened. We left after an hour or so, before going back to 14th for their pancakes.

We started with the pancakes, Anna cooking while Brendo and I talked to them. Talked and ate for a while, I think we went through 2 or 3 thingies of pancakes. I was quite full, as was everyone else there. So much for dinner later. Brendo left to go to the leader’s meeting (he was acting leader since Lauren left), Anna and I stuck around to talk to them. Anna talked about her experiences with drugs, and how they leave you with the constant search for the ‘high’, but always have a down afterwards. She basically shared her testimony with them, which was awesome. She said God gave her a constant high without the need for the drugs or anything. They seemed to be taking in every word, but weren’t really interested in the Youth service tonight.

We went to church, as it turns out, only Josie wanted to come, but that was ok. The band was rocking, thought hey only played 3 songs (and repeated ‘One Way’ twice). It was awesome worship though, I was buzzing afterwards. The sermon was fairly straight forward, and kinda expected really. The pastor talked about his past, which included Sex, drugs, and all that stuff too, and related to what the schoolies would be going through at the time (a week of drinking, the low at the end of it and not feeling that great). He told them the Gospel, and got everyone to close their eyes and raise their hand if they wanted to respond. I don’t know how many people raised their hands :p

Anna and I walked Josie back, and talked to her and see what she thought of it all. Anna and Josie had gotten really close, and were definitely going to keep in touch. I think Josie was going to look more into going to church, which was an awesome thing. Her mother was Christian, but I don’t think her mother’s church really suited her. So that was really awesome !

Going back to the hotel, we ran into a girl (who was 20) who had her ID confiscated because they thought it was a fake. It was damaged, bot not a fake. We went to the club with her, and sorted the misunderstanding out with the bouncer. He was a bit of a jerk really, but I’d imagine these were stressful times for him so it’s understandable I guess.

Back at the hotel, we ran into Eva in the elevator. She was a resident of this Hotel (not just on holiday), and about 30 years old I’d imagine. She had a child, and was currently going through divorce settlements with her ex-husband. The child’s father had not paid any child support for a long time, which is what the court proceedings was about. Also, she had been done for drink driving earlier in the week, and was in danger of losing custody of her child. We comforted for a while on this, she was obviously distraught (and a little drunk…). I think we made her feel a lot better just by being there and talking to her.

She asked us a lot about why we were doing what we do, and obviously Jesus’ name was dropped :p. She was raised up Catholic, and still sort-of believed it. She also believed that God reveals Himself in different ways to different religions. We had the longest discussion about that sort of thing, and each of us shared our testimonies with her. I’d been carrying a tract in my wallet for almost a year now (called “Knowing God Personally”), which I felt strangely compel to give to her, so I did. We encouraged her to pray along with all the organising she had to do with the court cases, and to do it with a clearer mind (ie. Don’t drink while going through court settlements…which is sensible). We prayed with her there, and she prayed too. She was polish, and Brendon said to her “You’re polish, you have your own language, I’d like to pray for you in mine.” And so, started praying in tongues for her. It sounded slightly different to usual, but like always, he had no idea what he was praying about. Eva felt compelled to give each of us something. Brendo got a picture of the Virgin Mary… I can’t remember what Anna got, and I got an old Bracelet of Eva’s that has her name on it. I’ve got it on my doorknob now, and pray for her whenever I see it, which is fairly frequently. I’ll keep it up for a year.

Our adventures didn’t stop there (we were there for more than an hour, i’d imagine), we went back to our apartment to recharge for a little while, as we were quite drained. Andre called us after a little while, said some people called him for needing help with a guy who had drunk way too much. We went to the ground, got details, and headed up to the 6th floor.

So we get there and see Rhys sitting in the bath, deathly white. With a tinge of green. He actually looked dead, but he was conscious. After some debate (with his friends), we called the ambulance, as he quite seriously looked like he needed a stomach pump due to alcohol poisoning. Anna pretty much took charge here, she’d seem to have dealt with this sort of stuff before, and was putting the cold shower on him and all that. We kept talking to him to keep him from passing out, he wasn’t looking much better, but still talking. Drunk people aren’t that interesting to talk to, but he had a very loving heart. Kept talking about how he had the best brother in the world, and how his best friend couldn’t stay at schoolies for long because he had epilepsy.

Andre came up to check it out after a little while, and said the last time he’d seen someone who looked like Rhys did (except Rhys looked worse), he died that night, which redoubled our prayer for him. This was also the werewolf bathroom, with the blood and hair… It was crazy. Lucky we bought some cleaning stuff with us, and did that while we kept Rhys conscious talking. Anna did an awesome job cleaning the bathroom while I talked to Rhys.

After time passed, much prayer had been done, and there was still no sign of the ambulance. But Rhys finally started to look a bit better, and managed to move himself over to the other side of the bath, where there was a ledge to sit on. We gave him a towel and he started to warm up some, colour returning to him. He was still drunk as anything, but looked a little better, not quite so white/green.

It was fairly sudden… he seemed to just ‘get better’ really quickly. We cancelled the ambulance, as Rhys was now standing up, still drunk as hell, but ok. He just noticed the bathroom was clean and thanked us heaps. He stood up, even, which was surprising. We kept him in there for a while, till we were sure he wouldn’t just fall over after starting to walk. Basically, he was drunk as all buggery, but he was ok.

Anna and Brendo went to the loungeroom, Brendo jamming on the guitar, and I stayed in the bathroom with Rhys. After not long, he decided he wanted to go out there, and he seemed ok, so I let him go (but stayed close just in case). Then he wanted to go to the beach. One thing about drunk people (well, nice drunk people, not violent drunk people), you can basically make them do what you want, despite their objections. He went out to the elevator, and pushed the down button, but we’re like “no, you’re not going there”. Eventually we pretty much just pushed him back into his room (not violently, more guiding type pushes) and he obliged. Things were ok then, so we let them go.

I honestly believe we saved this guy’s life – I won’t ever know for sure if we did or not, but it’s a fairly big possibility. His sudden sobering up, I attributed to God answering our prayers, and things turned out fairly well. I hope the ambulance that didn’t come was able to help others, with that long of a wait, there must have been a lot going on everywhere else as well.

And that was the end of schoolies. We went to bed, woke up the next day, had breakfast (I had 2 breakfasts, which was 4 eggs, 4 bits of toast, and tonnes of bacon. Man I was full. Caught the bus our own seperate ways, as Brendo and Anna were meeting a friend down south. I caught up with them on Monday for some Belgium Beer (quite ironic, a week around lots of alcohol, then when we meet up we have a beer). It was great.

I’ll post more later, more introspective group stuff, self growth, what I learnt, etc. Should be more interesting than the recollection of events. Thankyou, Lord (if You are reading, which I’m sure You are) for such an opportunity to not only help others and witness for You, but also for the great spiritual growth that was evident in me during this time. I pray that this is a testimony to You, and the people reading can be affirmed in their faith more after seeing the work You’ve done in a place that is portrayed as the Devil’s playground, pretty much.

Schoolies 06 Part 1

Saturday, December 2nd, 2006

So, as all of you would know (surely), I’ve just spent a week down at Surfers Paradise, volunteering with the Red Frogs, basically showing the schoolies there Christ’s love by serving and looking out for them. While I was there, I was insightful enough to write out a few notes of what happened on each days, so I could post here as a testimony to how God works in places where it’s most needed.

So I left on the 25th, after Paula’s musical audition, and band practice with y’all (yes, I had my harmonica with me!!). A big thanks to Paula for driving me down! I’d have found my way, but it was good of her to do so :-) . I wandered around looking for where to sign up, found it eventually, signed up, got my photo taken, they didn’t ask for my blue card… and helped them move stuff into a ute. Found out my hotel, walked to it and went to meet my team. I’d heard that one of the members had red dreadlocks. He meets me in the foyer of the hotel, I tell him his reputation preceeds him (with the dreads), and we go up and say g’day to the rest.

Ahh, my team. Y’know, I’m certain that God was lookin’ out for me when He picked the team I would be assigned to, I was so blessed to be a part of it. They were all from Woolongong, near Sydney, and very very devoted to God, quite an inspiration. We’d usually spend nigh on half an hour praying before heading out. More on that later though…

So the team consisted of Lauren (the leader), Brendan, Anna, Louise, Sarah and myself. They were members of a church called “Lighthouse”, and most of them were biol students. Lighthouse was a pentecostal church, from what I gathered. Interesting that they don’t consider themselves protestant, which I found confusing at first. This would be my first prolonged experience with a group of pentecostal people (man, writing it like that makes it sound so negative :p), as I said before, more on that later.

Thus begins…

Saturday, 25th Nov

First night, should be good. We spent half an hour or so praying before we hit the hotel. Lauren was doing the praying in tongues thing, I spent some time analysing it, because I’d read that some linguists had analysed it, and said it is quite repetitive, and basically made up by people. It basically sounded liked “shoo tetetete” over and over (with slight variation in number of “te”s). So that confirmed that. Another thing I noticed was that the prayer was very… long winded, I guess you’d say. That’s another thing I’ve sort of had a problem with too, people that go in depth, quote scripture, explain things to God, and so on. And a lot of symbolism and things were involved there too, like “cover us in Your blood from the tip of our heads to the bottom of our feet”, along with the armor of salvation fully explained every time… yeah, you get the picture. I feel I’m complaining about the team – I’m not, they were great :) .

From there, we basically walked around up to the 10th floor of our hotel (it had 31), and introduced ourselves to people. Not many people knew about us – NSW high schoolers aren’t told of our presence, it seems, so we got real good at explaining what we do, real fast. We handed out a bunch of cards with our support number on it, and found out quite a bit about each person. Also caught wind that there’d be a party in 6D on Monday (though we heard this from the 7th floor people, not the 6th floor people. We made a mental and paper note of that one, we’ll crash it then!

We also met Andre – one of the security guards. He’s a machine, he did 149 hours over 8 days. We took care of him always bringing him free starbucks coffee and dinner and whatever else we could.

Having had enough of the hotel, we thought we’d check out Cavill Ave, and the beach. It was less busy than expected (but still loads of people), though the reason for that was twofold – the schoolies come ‘staggered’ over 2 days, and there’s not many NSW/Vic schoolies compared to the Qld ones. Which reminds me… week 1 had 500ish red froggers, we had about 80. Anyway, we hit the streets and talked to people who looked like they wanted talking to.

A few interesting things happened before we got to the beach. It was pretty crowded and full on, I made it a duty of mine to make sure that there’s no team member left talking to someone on their own, which is important. I spotted Lauren talking to this guy [I won't name any names]. I came in halfway through the conversation, but found out that his mum was Christian, and has been praying for him, but Steve was still doing some searching, and having run with a bad crowd recently (just got out of jail). He was fairly open, Lauren was doing most of the talking, and ended up asking if we could pray for him, for him to resolve some issues with confidence and etc. He let us pray for him, and we did, and he thanked us, and we kept on going. He’s in God’s hands now, really.

While that was going on, Anna and some others had been talking to this girl, and she had a messed up ankle (sprained or otherwise sore). Anna is interesting in that the Holy Spirit has decided to bestow the gift of healing. Quite out there, yeah? I thought so. They prayed for her, and the ankle felt better. I only heard the girl say it afterwards, and that’s all we really got there. Still, quite amazing.

Went down to the beach afterwards, talked to some people, checked out the stage (the Red Frog stage had the most people!!), and talked to some more people. Anna ran into a girl who had become seperated from her friends, and was quite distraught, as her hotel was in labrador (about 5 or 10min drive north). We comforted her and started praying and scouring the beach with her to find the friends. After a couple of circuits, she found a group she knew (though not the people she was staying with), and joined in there. And all but ignored us after that. Ahh, thankless serving.

Went to see the street chaps from student life after that – Damo is sick, so I’ve been praying for him. Couldn’t chat for long though, had stuff to do. Well, not that much to do. We went back to the hotel, had a conversation with a supremely drunk guy about evolution. For the record, drunk people talk and don’t listen. Wish I’d picked that up earlier. We went back to the hotel room at about 2am that night, fairly early really, and slept. Not a very good sleep, as I was on the couch, but a sleep nonetheless

Sunday, 26th Nov

What’s wrong with this Sunday? No church! But it was ok I guess, we were serving God well. And serve we did – there was another team (with 1 member) who had a call for pancakes at 9am in the morning. Anna and I joined with Rach to cook them pancakes. Wasn’t an extremely spiritual conversation, but I think we made an impression that Christian people go alright. Most conversations go as follows: “So, do you guys get paid?”, “Nah, actually, we have to pay for food and that”, “Eh? Why would you do that?”, and then a spiel about Jesus and churches and how we found out about it and all that. There wasn’t anything else to follow on from that though, but the pancakes we made were awesome, I must say.

Went back to the hotel for some quiet time – I read Romans 2, which basically said not to judge others. I thought initially it would be very relevant – it’s very easy to pass judgement on drunk, drugged, naked schoolies, so I made sure to watch that. The interpretation of the Word was different later on in the day, though. Also read something in 2nd Samuel, where David gets punished for taking a Census of the population. That taught me from the very start of the week that I should not count the number of people I bring to Christ, or help, or anything like that. It’s not important. I took note of that and had a nap, I was tired.

Evening came, we ate, and Rachel’s team needed me for that night *sniff* I have a night away from my awesome hotel and team. It really made me realise how great my team was. That sounds bad, but it’s true unfortunately.

We started off by going to Long Beach Hotel which, truthfully, was a total pain in the butt. The manager of that hotel was really strict, wouldn’t let us take the red frogs up, and they didn’t have a pre-prepared list of the rooms with the schoolies in it…we spent about 1/2 hr in reception before heading to the top and beginning to work our way down. Because we couldn’t bring frogs up, it was like knock knock, hi, how are you? Good to hear. So… We’re red frogs, but we don’t have any. But here’s a card with our number if you need it. Bye! It was really hard to get in without the frogs. After 4 or 5 floors we got a call out for a pending eviction about 8 or 9 blocks north (20-30 min walk). That’s where things started to really drag for tonight.

I took the pending eviction to be fairly high priority, the others did not, and proceeded quite slowly to go down to the reception and ask for the location of the hotel. We sort of discovered how far away it was, rang home base and asked if there was any closer teams that were free… apparently not… The team didn’t wanna walk it, they thought we’d catch a taxi. We were told there’d be a 45 min wait on taxis, being schoolies, and ugh. The leader of the team wasn’t doing anything for initiative, so I kind of tried to there – I’m like “Look, there’s an eviction, we’ve already spent a tonne of time here ringing home base, finding the location of the hotel, let’s start walking”. They wanted to take the long way (via a main road), and hail a taxi if it was free. Of course, there were none free, and the time it took to get them moving even that far…ugh, I was praying hard for the boys and the manager.

The directions we were given was it was near the GCI hotel. About half an hour walk later (no rush, right?), we get to the GCI and start asking for hotel names. The girl who answered the phone didn’t write down the hotel name, and we all had different ideas on what the hotel name was. They were fairly certain it was something, I suggested we call home base and double check, but of course, they knew better. We bugged the GCI reception on more precise locations, the hotel name was wrong, they couldn’t find it AT ALL, and still wouldn’t call back home. 20mins later, they eventually call home base, the name was completely wrong, and within half a minute we had the location and were on our way.

“Don’t judge others.” Yes, God was telling me not to pass judgement on my team. I prayed hard about that, and kept praying that the manager was keeping his cool about the possible evictees. We made our way to the apartment. Turns out the prayers were answered, the boys were still in there. Apparently they’d thrown a bottle off the balcony, which is grounds for eviction (you’d kill someone easily doing that). The manager just wanted someone to fess up, but none of them knew who did it. We talked it through, didn’t really reach a conclusion, but things were made more clear to the manager and the schoolies in the room. They didn’t get evicted. Victory!

We went back to HQ to restock on frogs and stuff, and to pick up another team member who had just gotten in then. Richard, his name was. Great guy. We got a call out to a hotel nearby the other one, so we went that way. A big walk later, we get there and talk to the guards, they know nothing of such a call out. So, people were tired, and we sat around there for a half hour or so before heading off to the beach

Nothing really of note on the beach. I ambushed a couple that were making out, and offered em red frogs. They found it quite funny and had some. Not sure if they continued making out afterwards. We then got a call that someone needed an escort home from the beach, so we did that, and I left the team as we were going past my hotel on the way back.

This was at about 2am, and my team had a pancake run at 2am, so it worked very very well. We made 3D some pancakes, stayed and chatted to em for like 2 hrs, went back to the apartment and slept. 2C wants to make us breakfast at 11am tomorrow morning :)

Monday 27th Nov

As we’re sleeping, we get a knock on the door. I groggily get up to answer it, and it’s the 2C girls asking if we’re ready for breakfast yet. I’m like “Isn’t that at 11am?”, after which they tell me it is now 11:15am…heheh. So I get everyone up and out and we head next door. They’re makin’ us pancakes!! Woo! I was half expecting bacon and eggs (because they had some of that the morning before) but pancakes is great too! :D :D, they’re quite awesome.

We had a call for pancakes to be cooked at the hotel across the road, Surf Regency, it was a group of boys. Nothing of note here, we went back to our apartment, and got another call that room 31A needed cleaning. Top floor! Woo! The view was great! The room was actually cleaner than ours, but we did a quick clean up anyway, it was a great way to meet everyone there, which would prove valuable in future.

Went to dinner, and there was a BBQ happening tonight. Remember the 6th floor party that’s happening tonight? Well, apparently the 6th floor people didn’t want a party, so they left their rooms and stayed down here. We talked to heaps of them. Louise talk to some guy who had been “Christian” his whole life, I didn’t catch much wind of that, but as we were leaving, she said she’d like to talk to him more. We ran into him a few days later and got his email and stuff. Also talked to another guy called bambi (strange name, no?), who’d recently had golden staf, and none of the doctors knew who it was. See, it’s hardly ever passed on outside of hospital, so … yeah. Anyway, one other guy went to a Catholic primary and high school, and was getting into some debates with Brendan about the legitimacy of the Bible.

We went to a few different rooms, nothing of note, so we decided to go out to Cavill, hit the streets. Ran into a guy who I like to call “Mr Religion”. He was a genius, pure genius. His most common line was “This is what you believe, you gotta know your stuff”. But yeah, he was quite drunk, and just reciting stuff he learnt in religion class, with no real belief. We offered to meet up with him later on for coffee and a more sober conversation, gave him our card and went on our way. Never heard from him after that, unfortunately.

We met a guy who was the God Son of one of the guys who started Hillsong, I didn’t talk to him so I can’t say much more there. We also met a really nice guy who was hoping to get into uni next semester, we’ve been praying for him to get into his degree. Yet another thing that we just won’t know the outcome of. That was about it for tonight :-)

Anyway, I’m sick of writing for now… But expect more later

You Are Loved…

Sunday, November 19th, 2006

I think everyone needs to focus much more on loving others, and much less on being loved. And yes, the reason this post is going up on my blog is because I realised it’s something that needs to come true in my life, too. Let’s see if anyone can guess what specifically…

I think Rebecca St James said it best

You are loved, more than you can imagine.

So, let’s stop relying on the love of others, because we have God’s love, which is more than we can imagine. The only thing left is to love others.

0, 18, ‘Strength – Phil 4:13

Friday, November 10th, 2006

So, here I am, worried about this exam on Monday – many things make it seem impossible for me. Was a great opportunity to pull open my 33.33% Holy Spirit source of Goodness and see what He has to say.

I’m going to share each and every time I do it with y’all who bother reading this, aren’t ya lucky? Even though you’ve probably read them already, it’ll be nice to know the context in which they all came out

I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.

It becomes immediately obvious that Paula didn’t type it, because it is all spelt right ^_^ Haha! But I guess what this has to show me is that, even though I probably feel like I’m going to fail I (a) should be content, even if I do and (b) shouldn’t be worried, because I can do this exam, through Christ.

Thanks, whoever did this one!

The God for me

Sunday, October 8th, 2006

I’m reading Case for Faith, came across a quote from a pastor, John R W Stott. Excuse the typos, I barely looked at the keyboard or screen, and I’m not about to proof read it ;-)

I could never myself believe in God, if it were not for the cross…. In the real world of pain, how could one worship a God who was immune to it? I have entered many Buddhist temples in different Asian countries and stood respectfully before the statue of Buddha, his legs crossed, arms folded, eyes closed, the ghost of a smile playing round his mouth, a remote look on his face, detached from the agonies of the world. But each time after a while I have had to turn away.

And in imagination I have turned instead to that lonely, twisted, tortured figure on the cross, nails through hands and feet, back lacerated, limbs wrenched, brow bleeding from thorn-pricks, mouth dry and intolerably thirsdy, plunged in God-forsaken darkness.

That is the God for me! He laid aside his immunity to pain. He entered our world of flesh and blood, tears and death. He suffered for us. Our sufferings become more manageable in light of His. There is still a question mark against human suffering, but over it we boldly stamp another mark, the cross which symbolizes divine suffereing. ‘The cross of Christ … is God’s only self-justification in such a world’ as ours.

This is at the end of a chapter entitled “Suffering disproves God”. There’s much more written, but we should do well to remember that Christ suffered everything that we suffer, and everything that everyone else has suffered. Not to mention everything He Himself suffered. Which, dare I say, is much much more than I ever have, and likely ever will. Betrayal, rejection, abuse, torture… Wow.

Jesus doesn’t give us an answer to suffering, He is the answer!

The Future

Tuesday, September 12th, 2006

From The Message:

For if the future is dominated by the coming again of Jesus, there is little room left on the screen for projecting our anxieties and fantasies. It takes the clutter out of our lives. We’re far more free to respond spontaneously to the freedom of God

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHH!!

Tuesday, August 8th, 2006

i can’t make the title red easily.

I think I’m just seeking attention

Time of post: 9:00pm 8 Aug

Forsaken

Sunday, May 14th, 2006

Skillet – Forsaken (Lyrics)

I recall going madly in love with you
And I remember this
How could I forget?
Regret is a needle
In my neck
It’s slowly filling me
With poison
Spreading to my chest

Take my pain and numb me from this

Why do I have to beg
When all that’s left
Is a memory
Forsaken [2x]

I recall pledging my sole devotion to you
It reminds me how
Now I’m on my knees
My guilt consumes
Lost the will in me
Wasting away before you
Hold me closer please

No, it’s not the whole song, it’s most of it though (it repeats a lot :p). I guess parts of this song go on a lot about my last post (about forgiveness)

Seems the write of the song did something wrong, that they’re struggling with, and they’re so torn by what they’ve done the feel they really need to beg for forgiveness. “Regret is a needle inside my neck” – shows how bad things can really get with regret.

But the big part of it: “Why do we have to beg when all that’s left is a memory?”. I’m supposing that’s why sins are so easily forgiven – because that’s all they are; a memory.

Just a nice little though exercise :o )

Forgiveness

Sunday, May 7th, 2006

“Can sins be forgiven”

- Cloud, Final Fantasy 7: Advent children.

In the Final Fantasy movie, this guy called Cloud feels like absolute crap for not being there to save Aeris when he dies. He asks Vincent the above quote, Vincent doesn’t know the answer. He said he hasn’t tried yet.

The thing is, with Cloud, he had been forgiven. Aeris had forgiven him (she makes a lot of appearences for a dead chick), all his friends don’t blame him, or have forgiven him if they do, but he has trouble forgiving himself.

I’m sure we all know exactly how Cloud feels, like he’s let the world down (or in this case, the girl of his dreams, which is the same thing :p), and he’s just so caught up in it, he doesn’t realise that he’s just dragging around this issue, for no reason – everyone has forgiven him!!

zuru-zuru zuru-zuru

This is something Cloud’s childhood friend, Tifa, says. It’s japanese onomatopeia for dragging (apparently – that’s what some subtitles said). It was relating to Cloud & the Aeris’ death issue – he was just dragging it around, and it wasn’t helping nothing.

How does all this relate to us? I know how it relates to me :p definetely. Things we do wrong to other people – even after saying we’re sorry, repenting, and being told that it’s ok, we’re forgiven, that’s not enough for us

Even though we’ve prayed for forgiveness, and we know we’ve received it – God has told us this many many times through the bible, it’s still not enough for us to feel ok about it.

WHY can we forgive others so easily, why can we be forgiven by God so easily, forgiven BY others so easily, but have such a hard time forgiving outselves?

How do we even forgive ourselves? When we do things wrong, it feels like the core of us is rotten, and takes a long time to feel good again.

And even when we’ve gotten over whatever it is, we’re never really over it. I know I still feel bad about something that happened back in primary school, even though my ‘friend’ back then has forgiven me for it.

Lord, I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done, and I know you’re loving and forgiving, please give me the strength to accept the forgiveness of You, and of others, and please Lord, give me the courage to forgive myself.